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Hello! I'm the Doctor. Just the Doctor. Just traveling through on the T.A.R.D.I.S to see who I might run into.

(( This is an Independent RP blog/ ask for 10th Doctor. It is an AU where he survived the events of The End of Time, but he can play from any point in his timeline. ))
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11 hours ago
On 23 Sep '14

silfursvik:

 

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    “Unless you’d prefer being sucked into an artificial black hole.”

" Pfft, black holes? My people practicqally invented black holes. Well, actually they did." He lifted his gaze to meet the emerald eyes of the other man, flashing a quick smile before he tilted his head and continued. " Look at me, didn’t even introduce myself and I don’t believe we’ve met. I’m the Doctor."

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11 hours ago
On 23 Sep '14
» A message from justamaninthebluebox:

How you feeling, love? ((crosses fingers for kissing meme))

72-reasons:

72-reasons:

"Alive, which is a considerable improvement."

 

"Just so, too," he agreed, watching as the Doctor shifted with a curious look on his face. Then again, he wasn’t sure if the man was ever without a curious expression, or at least some sort of latent interest in what was going on in the world. It was part of what made him who he was, what made him dynamic and addictive and an indelibly wonderful part of looking at the universe with a keener eye.

Anyone who looked to the stars with hope and wonder would always be able to find him there. Somehow or another he always came crashing in, to save the day or even to muck things up. But in the end, he was a man with a box and the heart of a child that wouldn’t let go of the things that made life important, and that was what gave people hope. It made them realize that the hope they’d forsaken for themselves was still out there, carried along in the hearts of a Time Lord.

And the Doctor was oblivious to it. Oblivious to how magnetic he was, ignorant to the fact that not loving him was akin to fighting gravity. “Quite a while, actually. I just didn’t do it before now because I was quite convinced you would run away from me,” he said teasingly. “I can’t be sure you won’t now, but that’s alright too.”

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    With a low chuckle, he nodded as he let his eyes fall shut, his hearts beginning to beat less quickly as he began to calm. ” Suppose that theory isn’t entirely unfounded.” He replied with the small shrug. ” You know me too well.” His hands on Khan, he let his mind mull over that thought for a moment. In the course of a few moments his life had changed drastically. Things had been friendly with Khan, they’d gotten along brilliantly as time progressed, but this..this he hadn’t expected.

    Thought about it? Yeah, sure, in his weaker moments, not that he’d care to admit to that. It was a pleasant thought for dark nights, and perhaps as time progressed it was a thought that crept up on him when he’d be caught up in a particularly bright moment with the other man. Something would be said and they’d both end up laughing and the Doctor would find himself so intoxicated with the moment. Sometimes he pause and just smile at that though, but always pushed it away and made some quip to distract from the look on his face. 

    Yet here he was, and this felt far better than any of those moments along thinking about something like this. Fear may come later, loss was inevitable, but in this moment he couldn’t be unhappy if he tried.  This was real, and despite all his fear and apprehension he had, it had happened so easily, so simply.  ”Quite a while, eh?” He finally said after a pause.  ” What made you decide on now? “

# ssbotanykae  
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11 hours ago
On 23 Sep '14

cleowho:

"Madame Nostrodamus made it for me."

The Ark in Space - season 12 - 1975

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16 hours ago
On 22 Sep '14

silfursvik:

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    “Don’t touch that.”

  

   ”…why not?”

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20 hours ago
On 22 Sep '14

Ask the Mun 

  • ✔: A plot you would love to play out with your character
  • ★: A blog you'd love to roleplay with
  • ✖: A plot you would never do/can't do with your character
  • ♔: A character (in general) that you'd like to interact with
  • ☀: Another Mun that you really admire/respect
  • ☣: A pet peeve about roleplaying
  • ☠: Something you dislike about your fandom
  • ➸: Something you like about your fandom
  • ✉: Someone you're afraid to approach/unsure of approaching
  • ☄: A doubt you have about your writing
  • ☮: Something you're confident about with your writing
  • ✿: Three of your favourite followers
  • ❂: Three of your favourite blogs that you follow
  • ❢: Your favourite icon of your muse's FC
  • ♘: Your favourite icon of your Mun FC
  • ☎: A picture of yourself
  • ♫: An argument that you're sick of hearing
  • ♈: An argument/topic that you could debate all day
# ask  # ask meme  # ask the mun  
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On 22 Sep '14
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1 day ago
On 21 Sep '14

Sexual Sunday Meme - NSFW 

  •  Send in ☎ for my character's reaction to getting phone sex from yours
  •  Send in ✉ for my character's reaction to getting a sext from yours
  •  Send in ♌ for my character's reaction to being spanked by yours
  •  Send in ❤ for my character's reaction to be propositioned by yours
  •  Send in ✿ for my character's reaction to being fondled by yours
  •  Send in ☥ for my character's reaction to receiving nude pictures from yours
  •  Send in ★ for my characters reaction to yours asking them where babies come from
  •  Send in ☀ for my character's reaction to yours exposing themselves
  •  Send in -‘๑’- for my character's reaction to yours telling them to bend over
  •  Send in ✥ for my character's reaction to finding out yours is a dominatrix
  •  Send in ♍ for my character's reaction to yours telling them they are a virgin
  •  Send in ❆ for my character's reaction to being tied up by yours
  •  Send in ♉ for my character's reaction to suddenly being kissed by yours
  •  Send in ❣ for my character suddenly being joined in the bathe by yours
  •  Send in 文 for a confession from my character on what gets them hot
  •  Send in ♚ for a confession from my character on what turns them off
  •  Send in ♛ for a confession from my character on their kinks
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2 days ago
On 21 Sep '14
» A message from 72-reasons:

"Since the day I left I see your face in every crowd."

72-reasons:

justamaninthebluebox:

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    He tries to let out a laugh, but it sounded choked, breathy. He wants to make light of the situation, think of something witty that will break the tension and push away the mounting emotions that are building in his chest. He doesn’t want to acknowledge the fear that always scratches at the back of his head when he has to leave Khan, that horrible strangling fear that he will continue on and find something better, that the Doctor’s absence is more a blessing than anything for the grieve he is spared int he long run. 

    He swallows thickly, struggling to look at his partner as he tries to keep up this mask. Keep strong, hide it. A thousand voices seem to scream in his head, the dead and the dying of eons ago, the worlds that plummeted at his hand and yet in one sentence he’s brought to a stand still because despite how much he’s faced, nothing is nearly so terrifying as how much this man cares and how much he cares for him. 

    He can feel this facade crumbling, he feels weak, pathetic that he can’t have a stiff upper lip, make this seem like everything is fine and there’s nothing to talk about. “Fuck.” He whispers with that breathy mockery of a laugh, struggling to keep his hand steady as he lifts it to his face and rubs it over his mouth. 

     Give him a universe on the brink of destruction and he’s confident and talking at a mile a minute, but this? He’s at a loss. “…I’m so sorry.” Is all he can manage as the facade crumbles and the smile turns melancholy. ” I’m so sorry…” He inhales sharply and scratches the back of his neck as he avoids eye contact. Words fail him and he moves forward, gentle hands pulling the augment into a tender kiss, a kiss that speaks the words he can’t seem to conjure. When he pulls away, he rests his forehead gauntness the augments, save for these few words he says barely above a whisper. “ I’ve missed you so much…”

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Perhaps if it hadn’t been so long, he might have felt remorse for inspiring such a strong reaction in the other man. But his statement had been true, if succinct. All the days they’d been parted he’d spent turning an ear to each distant sound, always waiting for the sigh of the TARDIS or the crack of a joyous outcry from the sprightly time traveler. And he’d never given up those habits, never given up hope that the life he’d been waiting to get back to would greet him again.

None of that hope, however, necessarily entailed that he become a patient man. And it was that impatience, that eagerness, and the grievous ache at separation that made him not sorry that he’d struck the other man silent. It also didn’t mean that he intended to leave him that way, so when the old Time Lord stepped toward him, he welcomed the wiry man with open arms. With the Doctor, though the partings were hard, the greetings were always so much sweeter, and so much more worth remembering.

Closing his arms around the Doctor, and letting the kiss linger easily, he felt the little spark he’d always nursed in his heart rekindle. So when the man leaned their brows together, he hushed him with a smile. “Don’t you dare say sorry for coming back for me,” he said teasingly, brushing their noses together to try and comfort the man a bit. Khan knew better than most how deep the Doctor’s emotions ran, so he wasn’t privy to letting them run rampant and damaging the man he loved so dearly.

"You’re the only one who ever comes back. And while I could have killed you for waiting so long, I wouldn’t waste a minute on that now that you’re here," he assured, hoping that the old man would heed his words. Too often people let him get caught up in his own guilt, but today he would be having no such thing. Not on such a joyous occasion. 

    A simple embrace had not felt so wonderful in a very, very long time. Without hesitation or a single sign of reluctance the augment had taken the Time Lord into his arms and accepted his kiss. How he could melt into those arms, into the scent of him as he breathed deeply, trying to fill his lungs, to remind himself and breath in all he’d failed to while he was gone. Rassilon, he had missed that scent. Were time to somehow stop on a single moment, have him forever remain with one emotion and one feeling in one singular space of time, he might have hoped it would be this moment. 
  
     Despite his self directed anger and his guilt, he couldn’t help but crack a smile and let out a small laugh at Khans words. Bless He’d thought to himself. Even after all this time, after seeming to fade away with no explanation, Khan wouldn’t allow him to stay somber. Were his words not enough, his gentle shows of affections pulled him from his darker though, started the low rumble in this throat, the unmistakable sound of soft  purring. Scratch that earlier bit, he thought to himself, this moment. 

    ” Well, for what it’s worth, of the people who’ve brought up, you’re probably the only one who’d be justified and actually able to do it ” He joked gently, not pulling from Khans arms as he took in another deep breath. That scent was beautiful, his scent. There were a lot of reasons why the Doctor ran. Sometimes it was because he was too distracted by other things, sometimes he just itched for excitement, but more than anything he was running.  But something about this man made things feel…right. When he breathed in the scent of him, feeling his presence as he took in every molecule that entered his sinuses, something about him made him feel safe, and that made him feel like he didn’t have to run. 


    One of the Doctor’s hands found the augments, gripping it tightly as he took in his love’s words. “…I’m bloody lucky to have you…” He whispered gently, perhaps without even realising he’d said the thought out loud. ” Thank you…for having me back.” He finally said in a soft voice, aware of his words now. ” It feels right to be home.” Though he didn’t speak of their location, rather being with Khan, and he was perfectly aware of that, and for once he didn’t let that frighten him. ” Not a day has passed that I haven’t thought of you.”

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2 days ago
On 21 Sep '14
» A message from justamaninthebluebox:

He comes up besides Khan's desk, his arms slipping around his shoulders as he places a soft kiss to his head. " Love, you haven't slept right in ages. Take a break, come to bed for a bit?" He asked softly before pulling up looking over the work his companion had laid out before him. " It'll still be here when you wake up."

72-reasons:

72-reasons:

Even before the Doctor prodded him about sleeping, he knew that, were he not tired and therefore more on top of his usual game, he wouldn’t have been surprised at the man’s embrace. Though he didn’t jump, he was surprised at the other man’s appearance, glancing over his shoulder at the Time Lord as he absorbed his words. “I suppose you’re right,” he said, turning away from his microscope and rubbing at his eyes. “I suppose not being able to remember how long it’s been since I slept last isn’t a good sign.”

 

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Perfectly pleased to absorb the Time Lord’s compliments, he couldn’t help but be slightly amused at the sudden change in the quixotic man’s thoughts. Then again, he supposed, trying to track the thoughts of the Doctor was a moot exercise in and of itself, so perpetuating his own vague curiosity was likely a useless pursuit.

That of course wasn’t going to stop him. “Are you really complimenting me to get me to go to bed?” he asked teasingly, kissing the wiry man back on his brow and smirking as he moved to step off toward the bedroom. Casting a glance over his shoulder, he nodded for the older man to follow. “It’s working, mind. It’s just a bit of an unusual method for convincing someone to rest.”

    ” Well, not exactly complimenting you to get you to bed.” He said with a soft smirk and a gentle shrug. ” Call it a slip judgement…or a lapse into sentimentality.” Perhaps he’d let it get the best of him, but how long had it been since anyone had made him feel this way? No one got in, not enough to make him admit how he felt, not enough to make him be able to tell someone he loved them and hear them say they loved him back. Khan had. Could he be blamed for being caught up in such a happy realisation?

   None the less, he trotted up to his lovers side, his calm smirk remaining. “However, I’ll have to cut down so it still surprises you in the future.” He added, a sly glance directed as the augment as eh sauntered just a few steps ahead. “Gotta keep you guessing.”

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Posted
5 days ago
On 18 Sep '14

burntlikethesun:

Pain and loss, they define us as much as happiness or love. Whether it’s a world, or a relationship…

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Posted
6 days ago
On 17 Sep '14

We’re all stories in the end.

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Posted
6 days ago
On 17 Sep '14
» A message from justamaninthebluebox:

"I'm afraid of myself."

72-reasons:

"Oh my dear Doctor. You’ve been alone for far too long." Khan considered the other man, skirted his hands over the Time Lord’s forearms and leaning their brows together. Nuzzling warmly at him and trying to let his feelings bleed into the Doctor, calming and encompassing, he sighed. While he’d never claim that he knew the Doctor, for that was very much defeating the point of trusting him, he did understand him. He understood the drive to do good after grievous bad, understood the deep-seated guilt that never quite stopped aching.

"You need to remember who you are. Not just the parts that frighten you. Remember the parts of you that have done so much good, the parts that have redeemed you a thousand times over in the hearts of so many." He looked the other man in the eye, seeing all the hundreds of years he’d spent in his own head without anyone to stand in the way of the damage. "You need to remember who you are to me, and how much I love all of you, and not just a part."

    He said nothing as the augment made contact, his touch bringing a calm the the ancient creatures hearts, melting into his hold and the feeling of their brows pressed together. The fear that he couldn’t quite shake never truly left, but when Khan spoke, it commanded attention and respect, even when the Doctor could scarcely believe his words. Breathing in his companions scent, he felt his body begin to calm a bit, the mind that constantly raced beginning to still with the feeling of Khans presence. Khan knew, Khan understood. There were things that had to be done but could never be escaped, but Khan understood, and somehow that made it a little less terrifying to be in his head. Someone else was there, someone else knew, someone that made him feel like he was…good.

  And then he said it. Words, such simple words but they shook him to his core. They played over and over in his head, making sure he’d heard them correctly, making sure his mind wasn’t playing tricks on him or this wasn’t one of those rare dreams where something beautiful and terrifying happened. No, this was real, Khan was here and he’d just told him he loved him. 

     For a moment he was perfectly still, unable to form words as he replayed what his companion had just said. ” Well,” He finally managed, ” you certainly know how to pick ‘em.” He joked with a small smile  his eyes turned tot he ground. 

   ”…I’ll be here as long as you want me here..” He finally whispered, almost afraid to admit what he felt, ” For however long that is, a day, a month, or years from now if you decide something different I’ll be off but if that’s what you want if that’s- if that’s what you feel-“ He swallowed thickly, looking back up to the augment. ” Khan, I love you. I don’t know what you see, but you can have me, all of me, the best of me, until you decide you need otherwise.”

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6 days ago
On 17 Sep '14

When I wake up 

     It was a restless sleep, a dreamless sleep that was required by the body, but by no means enjoyed. He woke to an empty TARDIS, her scent heavy in the air, but beginning to fade after days apart. How empty this vast machine could feel without her presence to fill it, make it feel warm, make it feel like…home. He sighed, pulling himself up and out of bed as he got dressed. 

   Several days ago he and Rose had had a fight. It was nothing horrible, really, but they’d both gotten a bit too upset, and things were said that would have been better left alone. She’d demanded to be taken home, and at the time he’d been more than willing to comply, being cruel enough to leave the moment she stepped outside. 


     He regretted that now, as he did the entire event. Days without Rose were like days without light. Things felt cold without her, hollow, somehow, the TARDIS itself seemed to mourn her absence. He’d gone too far, been to stubborn to do something about it earlier. How could such a short time feel so long? How could he feel so…empty without her here?

   In truth, he knew exactly why, he just avoided saying it.

  With a sharp inhale, he whirled around, setting the coordinates to Rose’s apartment complex and thrusting the ship through time and space towards her with a pull of a lever. Jack stood at the door, eyes narrowed with a rolled up news paper as he stood in the doorway before lifting it and smacking him over the head. “Who the ‘ell are you to talk to my daughter like that?!” She’d demanded as she continued to smack him, the Doctor lifting his hands to cover his head. ” Oi, if you’d stop it with the newspaper, I’m here to apologise!” 

      She lowered the paper temporarily, motioning towards Rose’s room. “Make it a good one then.” She demanded, to which the Doctor nodded and walked past her and towards Rose’s room.

   He paused, hesitant to knock on the door, worried at what her reaction might be, but his need for her overruled his fear. “Rose?” He asked softly before wrapping at the door. ” Rose…I’ve come to..I’m sorry Rose. I’m sorry I was a proper git and I shouldn’t have let my emotions get the better of me. You don’t deserve that, you’ve never deserved that. You of all people make things so much better, and I don’t like pushing you away like this… I’m sorry.” He waited for a response, and his voice grew softer. “Rose, please…”

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Posted
6 days ago
On 17 Sep '14
» A message from 72-reasons:

"Since the day I left I see your face in every crowd."

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    He tries to let out a laugh, but it sounded choked, breathy. He wants to make light of the situation, think of something witty that will break the tension and push away the mounting emotions that are building in his chest. He doesn’t want to acknowledge the fear that always scratches at the back of his head when he has to leave Khan, that horrible strangling fear that he will continue on and find something better, that the Doctor’s absence is more a blessing than anything for the grieve he is spared int he long run. 

    He swallows thickly, struggling to look at his partner as he tries to keep up this mask. Keep strong, hide it. A thousand voices seem to scream in his head, the dead and the dying of eons ago, the worlds that plummeted at his hand and yet in one sentence he’s brought to a stand still because despite how much he’s faced, nothing is nearly so terrifying as how much this man cares and how much he cares for him. 

    He can feel this facade crumbling, he feels weak, pathetic that he can’t have a stiff upper lip, make this seem like everything is fine and there’s nothing to talk about. “Fuck.” He whispers with that breathy mockery of a laugh, struggling to keep his hand steady as he lifts it to his face and rubs it over his mouth. 

     Give him a universe on the brink of destruction and he’s confident and talking at a mile a minute, but this? He’s at a loss. “…I’m so sorry.” Is all he can manage as the facade crumbles and the smile turns melancholy. ” I’m so sorry…” He inhales sharply and scratches the back of his neck as he avoids eye contact. Words fail him and he moves forward, gentle hands pulling the augment into a tender kiss, a kiss that speaks the words he can’t seem to conjure. When he pulls away, he rests his forehead gauntness the augments, save for these few words he says barely above a whisper. “ I’ve missed you so much…”

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Posted
6 days ago
On 16 Sep '14

hurts| starters 

  •  "Never give up, it's such a wonderful life."
  •  "Some things are best left unspoken."
  •  "Do you know how it feels to let you go?"
  •  "I feel so lost."
  •  "Talk to me. Tell me your lies."
  •  "Just take my hands. I'll make it all better."
  •  "I don't feel safe."
  •  "All my life I've felt this way, but I could never find the words to say."
  •  "Since the day I left I see your face in every crowd."
  •  "I feel lust like a sick disease."
  •  "I know you need me too."
  •  "I'm going home."
  •  "Remember when it was just you and me?"
  •  "Don't bring me back to life."
  •  "Such a beautiful lie."
  •  "I need somebody to die for."
  •  "Love is not that easy!"
  •  "Someday when you wake up happy you'll thank the Lord that I'm gone."
  •  "It's a long way down when you're alone."
  •  "I'll forget about you."
  •  "Don't cry, please don't cry."
  •  "I came so close to giving up."
  •  "When I go, you will be someone new."
  •  "There is no turning back."
  •  "I've got nothing left to live for, but no reason yet to die."
  •  "I see you when I close my eyes."
  •  "Can you hear me?"
  •  "I'm tired of being afraid."
  •  "You'll be better off on your own."
  •  "All I want for Christmas is New Year's Day."
  •  "Home is where the heart is."
  •  "You know I love you."
  •  "We all get hurt by love."
  •  "I can't sleep."
  •  "I will give you my devotion until the end of time."
  •  "I have no reason to forgive you."
  •  "I'm afraid of myself."
  •  "Nothing that I do will ever be enough for you."
  •  "I wish that I was stronger."
  •  "I could never live without you."
  •  "Can you keep a secret?"
  •  "Why are you out by yourself so late?"
  •  "I'll never leave you again."
  •  "My heart is empty."
  •  "There's nothing left to lose."
  •  "I'd rather be lonely than by your side."
  •  "Look at what you've done!"
  •  "Don't leave tonight."
  •  "I can't hold my head up high with the weight of the world on my shoulders."
  •  "You will never be forgotten with me by your side."
  •  "Carry me away from the pain."
  •  "Is this the end of the love that had just begun?"
  •  "Things we never say are often best left alone."
  •  "I can't cry any more tears."
  •  "I wish I could stay with you tonight."
  •  "Things are going to get better."
  •  "Things aren't going to get better."
  •  "Time waits for no one, so do you want to waste some time tonight?"
  •  "I've been waiting my whole life to tell you how I feel."
  •  "There is no light inside of a broken heart."
  •  "No matter where they take me, death I will survive."
  •  "Don't let go."
  •  "I need you."
  •  "I don't need this life."
  •  "Stay with me. Please."
# ask meme